life as i know it (...some would say)

i am almost sure that i have gotten to that point in my life where, although i have a good deal to say, i feel as though i have no way to say it.

as ineffectual as my life has become i still feel as though i should be able to find an outlet in which to express. it seems that recent attempts for me to write are being met with resistance by the rest of my being... therefore i feel that the only thing i can do now is take pictures. now this is where i get into sticky-ness... i need a new camera, or at the very least new batteries, but i feel a new camera would best suit my needs.... my old one is more than a few years past it's prime at this point.

i am going to take a few pictures this weekend...

i think...