Life on Mars
Take a look at the Lawman
Beating up the wrong guy
Oh man! Wonder if he'll ever know
He's in the best selling show
Is there life on Mars?
I am taking a day off.
I can't explain properly why, so i linked to Life on Mars. I am feeling so alien right now, and i am not sure where to go with that. I am hoping that today's visitor will by alien with me, as i could use the company. But if not, my day off will be spent alone in the company of others.
I am wondering if there is catharsis in this blog if no one reads it? I take all this time worrying about other people and not taking account of my own shit, so i build this place here, where i can talk and hopefully connect, and i am fucking terrified that no one is going to even care. Isn't that funny? In the end i am selfish enough to get anxious that no one will read my little words on my little website.
I remember once where i read through 3 years of some woman's blog, and proceeded to harass her with the information inside, as some lesson to why you shouldn't put all your bullshit on a public webspace. Now, here i am, ten years later, doing the same fucking thing. I am such a hypocrite. I am the EPITOME of HYPOCRITE! (and that is a joke just for you, mademoiselle fou fille.)
Speaking of which, she is here. SO i am going.
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